February 28, 2009

Moving Back to the Old North State!

Tomorrow I leave Virginia, where I have lived for the past three years, to return to North Carolina.  I will take up residence in one of the Catholic parishes outside of Raleigh, and I begin radiation and chemotherapy on March 9th.

Please keep me in your prayers as I undergo cancer treatments.  I look forward to returning to North Carolina!



"The Old North State"
(Official North Carolina State Song)

Carolina! Carolina! Heaven's blessings attend her!
While we live we will cherish, protect and defend her;
Tho' the scorner may sneer at and witlings defame her,
Still our hearts swell with gladness whenever we name her.

Hurrah! Hurrah! The Old North State forever!
Hurrah! Hurrah! The good Old North State!

February 25, 2009

Serving Mass at the Church of Ss. Trinità dei Pellegrini in Rome

Over the next few days I will try to post the rest of my photos from Rome.  On Thursday, February 12, 2008, I had the chance to serve Mass for Fr. Joseph Kramer, FSSP at the Church of Ss. Trinità dei Pellegrini (Most Holy Trinity of the Pilgrims).  On Easter day of 2008, Pope Benedict XVI erected this church as a "personal parish" - a parish without territorial jurisdiction, but linked to the faithful in the Diocese of Rome who are attached to the Extraordinary Form of the Roman Rite.  

The Priestly Fraternity of Saint Peter was entrusted with this personal parish, and Father Joseph Kramer, FSSP was installed as the first pastor and rector of the church on June 8, 2008.

As you can see, the parish is quite beautiful:

A view of the high altar from the choir loft:


One of many beautiful side altars:

An older picture from the Christmas Vigil Mass:

Holy Mass on Feb 12th:


A wonderful dinner after Mass with Fr. Kramer:

Photos of Saint Bernadette

Taken from Fr. George Byers' blog, a video collage of all photos ever taken of Saint Bernadette.  

February 23, 2009

A Touching Email From Lourdes

As I mentioned in my post about Lourdes, I bathed in the miraculous waters, which Our Lady revealed to Saint Bernadette during one of the apparitions.  There are many teams of volunteers at the "pools" to assist the faithful who visit Lourdes for this purpose.  As I sat in the "waiting room" before bathing in the waters, I began to speak with one of the volunteers assigned to help me, Robert.  I told him about my illness and that I came to Lourdes to seek healing because I want to become a priest, and he began to cry.  

The bathing is usually rushed due to long lines.  Some people are truly sick (whether physically, emotionally, or spiritually), and others bathe as a "novelty."  Most people are dunked and sent away within 20 or 30 seconds.  When it was my turn, Robert took me to the pool and gave me as much time as I wanted.  We prayed together, and I was able to spend a few minutes in the pool with a statue of Our Lady of Lourdes right in front of me.  It was a very special experience.

That night, I went to dinner with my friend Fr. George Byers, the American chaplain in Lourdes.  As we were leaving, I looked at the table behind us and saw Robert eating dinner with his friends.  He was always full of joy, and we spoke for a few minutes before Father Byers and I left for the Rosary procession.  I left Robert some prayer cards to Father Price, and I thanked him for everything he did for me earlier in the day.

This morning I received a touching email from Robert, forwarded to me through the Diocese of Raleigh's Vocation Director.  I assume that Robert made this contact from the diocesan information printed on the prayer cards.  Please keep this kind man in your prayers as he volunteers his time every day to assist those who travel to Lourdes on pilgrimage.  

I translate his letter below:


Hello, Dear Father,

Please excuse me for not writing in English, as I only speak French and Spanish.

I am a minister of hospitality in Lourdes, and I had the opportunity to bathe Philip Johnson in the pools at the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Lourdes.  I was very touched to meet him, mostly because of the state of his health.  Would you please assure him that I pray for him every day?  
In addition, I am part of a 35-person prayer group which recites the Holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary every Tuesday night.  I wrote Philip's name on our list of those who are suffering, and we always keep these people in our prayers.

If possible, please forward this message to him so that he can update me on his health.

Thank you in advance.

United in prayer,
Robert

February 20, 2009

Prayers from the Pope

Because I did not get to speak with Pope Benedict XVI after his General Audience on the Feast of Our Lady of Lourdes (the Pope only spoke with a few of the Cardinals who were present), Msgr. Calkins kindly mailed a letter to the Pope's secretary.  Along with my picture and a prayer card to Father Thomas Frederick Price, the letter asked the Pope to pray for my healing so that I may be ordained a priest.

Msgr. Calkins received a phone call on the evening of February 17th from the Pope's private secretary.  The Pope's secretary announced that my name has been entered in the book of intentions for which the Pope prays.  This book of intentions remains on the Holy Father's prie-dieu (kneeler), where he prays daily.

Deo Gratias!






February 19, 2009

Friends in Rome

Since my flight from Lourdes was delayed, I arrived in Rome very late on February 10th.  I took a taxi from the airport to the Sant'Anselmo Benedictine monastery where I stayed throughout my trip to Rome.  The next morning, I woke up very early to serve Mass in St. Peter's Basilica for my dear friend Msgr. Arthur Calkins from the Pontifical Commission "Ecclesia Dei."  St. Peter's basilica was well-lit at 6 am:


After getting off the bus #23, I had just a short walk down the Via della Conciliazione (Road of the Conciliation) to get a closer look at St. Peter's.  Since the 15th Century, the site which the Via della Conciliazione now covers remained occupied by residential, religious, and historical buildings.  The final impetus behind the road's construction was primarily political.  The territory of the Papal States outside of the Vatican itself was taken by the Kingdom of Italy during the Italian unification in the 19th Century – leading to Pope Pius IX's declaration that he had become a prisoner in the Vatican.  For the next 59 years, the Popes refused to leave the Vatican, in order to avoid any appearance of accepting the authority wielded by the Italian government over the Catholic Church.  Eventually, a compromise acceptable to both states was reached in the Lateran treaty of 1929.  This is the "conciliation" behind the name of Via della Conciliazione.


Just to the left of St. Peter's is the building which houses the Pontifical Commission "Ecclesia Dei."  

A camera shows who is ringing the doorbell:


On the left, my dear friend Msgr. Arthur Calkins.  He has helped me for many years throughout my discernment of the priesthood.  He has written many books and articles throughout his years as a priest, and many of them can be found online.  In particular, I recommend my favorite of his articles: Why the Heart?  Why do we honor the Hearts of Jesus and Mary?  This article gives the answer.

The president of the Pontifical Commission "Ecclesia Dei," Dario Cardinal Castrillon Hoyos, was also in his office, so we took a quick photo with him after a short conversation:


Being a Wednesday (February 11th - The Feast of Our Lady of Lourdes), Msgr. Calkins and I went to the Pope's General Audience.  He picked up the tickets the day before:

We were in the Reparto Speciale, or "special section" closer to the pope than most at the Audience:

The Holy Father arrives:

Here is a video of his final blessing after the General Audience.  He says in Latin:
 
Blessed be the name of the Lord.   Both now and forever.
Our help is in the name of the Lord.  Who made heaven and earth.
May almighty God bless you, the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit:



Later, Msgr. Calkins and I visited the Missionaries of Charity (Mother Theresa's order) in Rome.  I have never seen such joy in a group of people.  I fell in love with these nuns immediately, and they all hugged me and showed an immense amount of love.  Msgr. Calkins told them about my illness many months ago, and they have been praying for me since then.  I was very happy to finally meet them in person and to distribute the prayer cards to Fr. Thomas Frederick Price, which some of them are happily displaying in the photo:

The next day, I visited the Pontifical Academy for Life in Rome.  The Academy deals with all issues dealing with life:

I met up with my dear friend Msgr. Jean Laffitte.  Msgr. Jean Laffitte is a Catholic priest of the diocese of Autun, France.  He is a consultor to the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, a professor of conjugal ethics, anthropology and spirituality at the Pontifical John Paul II Institute for Studies on Marriage and Family, which is part of the Lateran University.  He was appointed by Pope John Paul II on Jan. 28, 2005, as the under-secretary of the Pontifical Council for the Family.  He was appointed vice president of the Pontifical Academy for Life on January 24, 2006, by Pope Benedict XVI.  After a tour of the Academy (near the Vatican), we went to a wonderful Chinese restaurant for lunch - a tradition of ours whenever I visit Rome:

The next day, I met up with Msgr. Richard Soseman (who offered the Sexagesima Mass at Gesu et Maria).  He works in the Congregation for the Clergy:

Congregation for the Clergy - 2nd Floor:

And here we are:

Msgr. and I went to the Sunday Papal Angelus in St. Peter's square.  Here, we both look very pensive as we contemplate the Pope's words:

The pope is speaking into a microphone from the tiny open window:

A close-up of our Holy Father:

Dinner later in the week with Fr. Joseph Kramer, FSSP.  He is the first pastor of the Fraternity of Saint Peter's personal parish in Rome.  A tiny glass of Limoncello is always in order if one is in Italy:

Dinner with the "Empress" Barbara Ginnasi and Msgr. Ignatius Barreiro, a devoted supporter of the Mass in the Extraordinary Form.  In September 1998, Msgr. Barreiro was appointed Director of the Human Life International Rome Office, which was inaugurated on November of that same year, with the blessings of Pope John Paul II.  The Empress Ginnasi holds our favorite dog, Oliver:
The Empress Ginnasi offers me some Limoncello, as Msgr. Soseman takes the photo.  The best quote of the meal by Msgr. Soseman: "The Limoncello tastes like lemon-scented furniture polish, as usual!"

February 18, 2009

Video of Sexagesima Mass at Gesu e Maria in Rome

Because Mac's are such wonderful computers, I put together this short video of the photos of Msgr. Soseman offering Mass in the Extraordinary Form at Gesu e Maria in Rome.  

The music is composed by Claude Gervaise and is entitled Bransle de Champagne.  It is one of my favorite pieces.  I first heard it four years ago in a Catholic church in Paris.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7mN1WHKrhs

Serving Mass at Gesu e Maria in Rome

The following photos are from February 15, 2009, Sexagesima Sunday.  I served Mass for Monsignor Richard Soseman (from the Congregation for the Clergy) at the Church of Gesu e Maria in Rome.  The Mass is usually offered by Fr. Luzuy of the Institute of Christ the King Sovereign Priest, but Msgr. Soseman often offers the Missa Cantata so that Fr. Luzuy may lead the choir.

Septuagesima comes from the Latin word for "seventieth," with Sexagesima and Quinquagesima meaning "sixtieth" and "fiftieth."  The 17-day period beginning on Septuagesima Sunday was intended to be observed as a preparation for the season of Lent.  In the Extraordinary Form, violet vestments are worn, except on feasts, from Septuagesima Sunday until Holy Thursday.  

After the liturgical reforms in 1970, Septuagesima, Sexagesima and Quinquagesima Sundays were dropped and the period encompassing them became part of Ordinary Time.  Because of this, the use of violet vestments and omission of "Alleluia" in the liturgy do not start until Ash Wednesday in the Ordinary Form of the Roman Rite. 

The Church of Gesu e Maria is dedicated to the Holy Names of Jesus and Mary.  It was built from 1642 - 1675 by Carlo Maderno and Girolamo Rainaldi for contemplatives from the Discalced Hermit Monks of Saint Augustine.  The main altar is being cleaned, so a side altar is used at the moment.

Entrance procession:

Taking the biretta:

Prayers at the Foot of the Altar:

Introit, Kyrie, Prayers, and Epistle:

The Holy Gospel:

Sermon by Father Luzuy from the Institute of Christ the King:

Offertory:

Elevation of the Host:

Consecration of the wine:

Elevation of the Chalice:

"May Almighty God have mercy upon us, forgive us our sins, and bring us unto life everlasting. Amen.  May the Almighty and merciful Lord grant us pardon, absolution, and remission of our sins."

"Behold the Lamb of God."

Holy Communion:

Recession to the sacristy:





February 17, 2009

Back from Europe


I am finally home from Europe!  Thanks to everyone who prayed for me throughout my journey, and I offered prayers for you all at every holy site!  I have over 150 photos to share from my trip to Rome, and I will be posting them over the next few days!

Instead of posting a long list of pictures, I will organize them by church or site with a history of each place.